I am kind of in a funk. Over the weekend I had an anxiety attack while camping and in my depression I started overthinking everything in my life. Things suck when you love your family, are relatively happy with your job, are financially stable (mostly), have great friends, believe in God and still think about ending it all.
I decided to delete this blog as I never have time to write on it anymore and I have made one illustration in the last couple of months, but I hate to do it as the smart aleck side of me still needs an outlet from time to time. Lets face it, 140 characters just isn't enough sometimes.
Tonight I got kind of depressed when I found out someone I enjoyed talking to from time to time unfollowed me on twitter. Obviously I need to get out more.
In work related news, I am now working on the Windows Server based PBX we sell (again). I was asked to move over because one of the support guys was leaving. That would leave them with ONE which is NOT ENOUGH. So I agreed to move over, then the second support guy got another job and left leaving us with ONE... Ie: me.
I found out today however, when ONE is ME, ONE is ENOUGH, for some reason. OK, well the reason is cost cutting measures. So I am the lead on tech support, and then we have a supervisor who backs me up and another engineer who's main job is DQA. The supervisor floats between the two of us helping out.
I guess, I need to look on the bright side and enjoy the challenge. Maybe I need to update my Linked In account.